Do you think i can gain my long lost happiness by believing in the church of Satan?

l am in the same situation as you. l stop believing in god many years ago. l am 15 years old and l am always depressed. Mostly because of my appearance, lm soo ugly and everyone calls me it everyday and it hurts and l also hate seeing pretty girls and thinking l"ike wtf man why couldn't l look like that?" or average at least. l skip school a lot as well because l hate going there and l have socialy aniexty and just hate being around a lot of people especially since my school is filled with ghetto idoits. But the work is easy and l can still p and even the teachers would still p you just to move you on to the next grade to make the school look better and the same things with the big exams. Well l do not believe in satan either, but uming that he is mentioned as evil, really just don't do that. . To find happiness in your situation is not really going to be easy but you can achieve it. If you do not believe in god l can't see how you can believe in satan either, how about just focus on your life. Just look at this You were born into this world, so you have a right to live regardless of what goes on life. l promise you things will get better, when you hit college things will be better, high school just makes everyone depressed and suicidal trust me lm the same way lm just a freshman which sucks badly. l know schools sucks but you have to go and just do the work that way you can get out of there faster! Or you can look into a GED, which happens when you drop out and request one. It is the like the same thing as the highschool dipolma and you can go to college faster but you got to p that test. Ignore those stuipd people in your school, a lot of people don't like me either and do not want to get know to me because l am very ugly! Just pay attention in cl, do the work, ignore the idoits, study and then you will be home before you know it. Having partners in cl sucks big time! so l know how you feel about that, see if you can tell the teacher if you can work alone nicely. lm sure you have some friends see if you can try to talk to them and just hangout, enjoy the fresh air, trust me life is worth living, you notice this as you get older. Don't go to this make believe demon called Satan, that will make you feel worse. l really hope you feel better, if you want you can ask for my email and l will help you get through this until you feel better. Trust me l am in the same situation as you we are almost the same except for a few things. l am sorry you have to suffer through this. Good luck