To the one who ate the putrification of his posterior? is it ****?

i took my feces out of the toilet one day. i wrapped it in toilet paper. then wrapped it in paper towels. after which i got some foil and wrapped it in that. then i got a big ziplock bag and placed it in there. after which i went to the back of my apartment complex. i found a black tarp, really heavy black tarp. i placed it under there. and walked away. a week later i went out to check on my investment. when i lifted the tarp up my package was gone. there was no one around when i placed it there. i suffer from paranoid schizophrenia, for 7 years. i have seen and heard a lot of things. i know im not crazy because people have let me know that it isn't just a mental disorder. its much much more. you see the doctors won't tell you, because its beyond their capability. as a matter of fact, what would a doctor who has never suffered from a disorder have the capability to help you. all they do is ask you the same questions over and over. because they themselves are trying to figure out what it really is? because he/she has a degree? booksmart, yes. as far as life goes, no. it is a learning experience for them also. trying to come to some understanding by probing patients to find answers. if you believe in god, any god. then you must understand that it is more then mental. its spiritual warfare. and many of us are warriors within the struggle. this world needs to know that we are a product of intelligent design. we are the product of manifest destiny.